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hhmm well this should be interesting....i dont think i want to update so im just goin to trow in some shit...
...I couldn't bear to hurt you but it's all so different now
Things that I was sure of, they have filled me up with doubt...
c things like that....
...How am I supposed to feel about the things I've done?...
...I know that I hurt you, things will never be the same...
and things like that...
...It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down...
those kinds of things are always good too...
...I just want to tell you so you know...
hmm...
...And I don't want to drag it out
Don't want to bring you down
I never wanted it to end this way...
heres some words to live by...
...Everything is gonna be alright
Be strong. Believe...
and this just kinda sums it all up huh...
...And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone...
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[19 Nov 2004|05:20pm] |
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I dont fuckin care what anybody els thinks....its all a bunch of lies anyway...
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[19 Nov 2004|04:46pm] |
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....y do i want this pain.....wait...y the fuck am i even writing in this....as i sit here...i think...damn i dont want ppl to know all this shit bout me....but then maby i do...cuz if i didnt...y would i be writing in here.....im goin to say " i dont want anyone to respond to this"......and i dont want anyone to respond to this.....c there i said it....but do i? if i did i wouldnt have put it there right?? or am i wrong?? cuz in all truth i dont want u too....but maby u like hearing bout my problems...if u didnt then u wouldnt be reading to this...and if u didnt then u wouldnt care....so dont tell me u dont want to hear bout my shit....fuck.....fuck all u....fuck this....
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[15 Nov 2004|05:01pm] |
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so ya...good weekend....worked all weekend but still fun....went to the movies w/ sara....that was cool...hhmm some how i thought i was goin to write more...gah fuck google...it wont give me what i want...hhmm o well...fuck it....saving private ryan kicks ass...i love this movie....anyway...if i think of sometin to write later...i will.....
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[10 Nov 2004|08:15pm] |
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eh im bored...someone come save me....ok nvm sara u just did....;p.....so ya anyway....school sux....but dont we all know that...i had to do my play today...that was cool....i had sex w/ my students...lol ya thats the high light of my day lol...hhmm i hope ppl that just go look at other ppls lj's dont take that wrong...hey hey i have a 3.0....fuck ya...i dont think iv had grades like that since kidnergarden....anyway im bored...
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[edit] o ya...i was in the tracy press today...fuck ya im better then all you!!! ok sry im done [edit]
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[08 Nov 2004|04:14pm] |
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wow....i havent updated in fuckin hella days.... i think i need to more tho....it will help me get all my shit out....anyway....hhmm where to start...well...tuesday was the start of it all...not much to say after that...idk wat els to say anymore...i just hope we can work through this....im sry..............blah.......anyway....friday....lol fuck i had fun.....me and my boys justin and wayne went out to stephs.....had hella fun...justin...i love u man....wayne....thx for always bein there....but ya we got a lil crunk and had our fun....fuckin ppl dont know how to respect other ppl tho shit.....so ya...and then saturday me and justin and wayne and steph and christine went to c "saw"....fuckin kick ass movie if i may say so....and then last night i saw some ppl and hung w/ them for a few....that was fun i guess....so ya anyway....thats my life for now.....ya.....
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[16 Aug 2004|01:01pm] |
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damn i need to start updating more....but steph told me to so here it is....just for u steph...consider it a early, cheap ass, birthday gift...lol so ya anyway me and sara went to c collateral yesterday...good movie...and we saw steph...she was shopin for school shit...and i think were goin over to her house tomorrow for her birthday cuz she has no friends to hang w/ her lol jk babe....and then i had to go to work and that was hella fun...god ppl are hella dum...but its fun to fuck w/ them....and steph and preston and mike came by and hung w/ me for like and hour and half....that was cool....but i got off at fuckin 12:45 so that was gay...anyway.....
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[23 Jul 2004|01:04pm] |
damn is been hella days from my last update and hella ppl r tellin me to do this sssooo....here i am.....anyway not a lot of shit here....wow this sounds gay....but ya school sux....sara is back from where ever she went tho so thats good....get to c her again....they cut back my hrs. at work so now i have my time for the friends i dont have lol....so ya i think im gona go do sometin w/ sara today so i shal talk to u chumps later....
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[05 Jul 2004|09:03pm] |
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eeehhhh im hella tired....work was a bitch and a half today.....got to see steph...and kirstin....and maria....that was cool.....i get to hang w/ steph on friday...we havent hung in hella days.....so ya....last night i went to the fireworks w/ sara....that was cool....we had fun.....saw kimm there lol hella crazy.......but anyway im tired so fuck you.....
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eh today is boring so far...but i think ill be doin sometin later on...or at least i hope so....its been hella days from my last update....not a whole lot goin on tho....hhmm anyway back to being bord....
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[14 Jun 2004|04:14pm] |
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today was fuckin awesome...
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[13 Jun 2004|09:35am] |
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....how many times have i told you that i wouldnt.....and yet u still dont trust me.....and i even came back to be w/ you....w/e.....
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one
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theres been a lot of shit....some for the better....some for the worse.....but i hope it works out in the end....anyway i dont really feel like updatein....just doin it cuz its been awhile....hhmm ya thats bout it.....
...sometin about you baby...drives me crazy...
...sometin about this pretty girl...blows my mind...
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...You ain't go to look like a model for me to adore you
All you gotta do is love me and be loyal
Don't Indulge in my past fuck what happened before...
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[22 May 2004|05:29pm] |
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ur the best you know that.....im hella gald we got all that out....i feel hella relaxed now....like things are better.....hhmm well i hope u feel the same way too....
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[19 May 2004|06:29pm] |
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hhmm im hella bord and i dont know what to write about.....Oh, this love stuff were do I start
So you keep it locked huh?
Well can I borrow the key to your heart?....damn thats hella hard......so ya i think thats about it...damn there aint nutin to write about....o ya....saras easy.....
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And when i cant feel anymore......what then?
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| this looks gay:) try it out! |
[13 May 2004|06:34pm] |
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stole it from danny haha BITCH
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
29. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
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[12 May 2004|05:01pm] |
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These shoulders hold up so much
They wont budge, I'll never fall or fold up
I'm a soldier
Even if my collar bones crush or crumble
I will never slip or stumble
...see they can trigger me but
they'll never figure me out...
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[07 May 2004|07:35pm] |
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hhmm well i had this whole shit writin out....but i dont need ppl to read that....so this is my update.....fuck you
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